**SURPRISE**

AKA: Best April Fool's joke ever. . . (I'll explain later)

My life has been full of surprizes lately. . .

Surprize #1 I'm writing a blog post!

#2 Because of a really spiritual experience, I was sure I was pregnant back at the end of Jan, but the tests came back neg.

#3 I got down to my pre-Lolly weight again! (If only pre-Lolly was the same as pre-Enoch/Nana)

#4 I gained 5lbs back, and I'm betting on gaining more :P.

#5 Both of our cars died on the same day.

#6 The Lord loves us. (Maybe shouldn't be surprizing, but sometimes it is. . . )

#7 I've been facing impossibly problematic bloating and inexplicable sleep needs. (It's been bad. Robert had to push me out of the bed one morning--it was horrible.)

#8 I'm starting to doubt the competency of both birth control and pregnancy tests. I'm not sure why I use either of them ;D.

#9 I'm over 3 months pregnant! (Don't feel bad if you didn't know--I just found out a few weeks ago myself.) (Oh, and in case you've lost count--that's #4 for us.)

Happy Mother's Day Everyone!

I Finally Found the Words.

Okay, so a few posts ago I wrote about how sometimes I don't feel great about my callings. Let me clarify. I love my callings. They keep me super busy and I have so much fun as we meet together for meetings and plan activities and Sunday meetings. I also really like the people I get to work with. They are amazing, and they do a lot to serve the ward.

However, I'm not super chummy with everyone I work with, while some other members are. And sometimes that's a little awkward--and sometimes it makes me feel a little out of the loop--especially when we aren't able to hold official meetings. It's not really anyone's fault. It would just be SO much easier for me to contribute if I were as close to all of the people in my callings as I am to my really close friends--but that's impractical--and a little frustrating.

I guess I just wanted to see if other people felt the same way sometimes.

Someday I'll learn not to write all of my thoughts out on my blog :D. I'm really just a big complainer, anyways.